...from a very very VERY crap holiday...
i kinda got the idea things were going to go the wrong way when i started crying for no apparent reason while sitting on the beach on the second day of holiday. that evening i 'escaped' and went to the sea with the intention of drowning myself in it, but there were people wandering around, which would have kinda doomed any suicide attempt to failure. errm.. things didn't get significantly better after that...